Today, I benched 375 3x3 with the small band.

I saw my oneitis there, looking like a scrumptious prey waiting to be taken advantage of, with her huge head, overdeveloped quads, and severe lumbar lordosis.

Yet of course I am not able to take what I want. Why is this?
I am far above the top 1% in both intelligence and strength. Yet my achievements are not appreciated for what they are.
In any other day and age, I should have had at least moderate success for myself. In a meritocratic society. I don't need to be the greatest and most influential, of course. That would be nice, but it isn't something that I must have. I would be perfectly satisfied with one, average, kind, faithful wife. Is that too much to ask for?

It seems like it is, in today's society.

I deserve much more than what I have. But I am not even asking for what I deserve. Merely asking for what is necessary to persist in society today. If I am not given even that, I will be forced to take it.
That will be a very undesirable event both for me and for others around me. But I really have no choice. You are forcing me into this decision.