>>19830172Anon, fr fr, think of the Ace. Tanahashi did not even think of tapping. He kept going with the weight of an entire island on his back, his knees ground to bonsaidust, and a once-in-a-century path to trailblaze. and he ran that course despite being a manilla midget, flippy diver, (which (you) might not even be), but look, with volition he shouldered that burden unceasingly all the while still making the perennially uncool motion of air guitar in public cool doing it along the way, now thats someone who got a clue in 92. After all this anon, he followed through by wanting to go still further, but then and only when it was due to The Wall going over on his body, not by the option of thought self decision, in spite of it, outside forces held down for the 3 count, which again his mind did not want, but as by nature and not own choice, was given him his final pin, but out of the glory of the struggle, not avoiding it but staying in the ring, then he could rest. For your case anon, this means keep your workrate up until the ref calls for the bell, in your mind however willing to be the iron survivor and get those sweet sweet meltzy stars. Because 1 there is the love of the game itself, though a finite end is a temporary prize worth having, but that gives way to 2 the love for the crowd, with all the stories and memories we can make here at this publicly-traded company as my masters obligate me to say. but seriously the charity sought and wrought by fighting in this ring of existence, that then if held in the intangible intellect of men such as yourself, persists beyond fading, thus is a purpose to never throw in the towel about. SO anon, pop the marks, pop us boys in the back, and stay with us 4 4 4 4 life.