>>4736187I think at this point she's given up waiting on a knight in shining armor to whisk her away from the loveless marriage she's trapped in. She hates TJ's useless cuck ass to her core but she's afraid to be alone, or worse, meet someone new who might show her things about herself that make her uncomfortable. She's got alot of trauma that she needs to work through but instead of giving herself a chance to see her own worth she'd rather stay in her little box, sober (her drunken voicemails and texting are infamous), sexually repressed, and with a womb that's more run down that the house in Courage the Cowardly Dog.
I love you Nattie. You deserve better than to spend you life as a gaslit, barren, cat lady.
