>>5032872This is what scares the ever living fuck out of me. All the effort I've put into myself is insane. I'm still a faggot but goddamn am I happy to be me. A huge part of what motivates me is being able to teach my future kids all these things, to give them what I didn't have and to see them turn out to be good people, better than me.
But school is aids to kids and it's hard to avoid. Send your kids to school and you risk them becoming NPC fucks, getting bullied by kids for not being an NPC, mind raped by the status quo and influenced by other people's retarded kids which can fuck up their whole life. Homeschool them and you risk them being social rejects for the rest of their life, never being able to relate to 99% of people's developmental years. There's no winning. There's massive risk either way and all you can do is hope your kid isn't fucked up by other people despite you doing the best possible.