>>5168875>You guys say every RAW is the worst RAW of all timeI know. I keep compulsively watching but they manage to hit new lows each and every week.
People are going to think I'm false flagging or larping I'm unironically not.
Wrestling has been the only thing I've got enjoyment from for early 10 years now. I only watch WWE, and the raise of NJPW and AEW has been triggering as fuck to me because I'm worried WWE is going to be knocked down.
Every morning I wake up I check /pw/ and I'm sweating as I go through the catalog hoping there isn't bad news concerning WWE. When Daniel Bryan left for AEW I punched my wall.
I've got OCD which triggers severe anxiety and depression and now because WWE is the only thing I care about my OCD makes me do stuff that relates to my WWE. I wash my hands 5 times every night before I go to bed otherwise when I wake up something bad about WWE will happen.
Again, I'm not larping at all. Honestly wish I was. I don't know what to do but it's ruining my life. After I read about the latest round of releases, I kicked the stairs so hard that I think I broke my toe. I can't even go see a psychologist because it's all just so pathetic. The horrible thing is I don't even enjoy WWE that much but I just can't stop obsessing over it.