>>5204840yeah I know
honestly I've been planning to order more A-PIHP and 3-FL-PCP but the site I order from keeps being closed the last 2 times I ordered (Friday said it would open 4/5, then 4/5 changed to open 4/12 now). So opens again in a week. It's almost like divine intervention in trying to tell me not to smoke A-PIHP out of a meth pipe and take bumps and get psychosis and suicidal again like I did a few weeks ago and flushed everything. But this time I have etizolam, which historically works well with pyrovalerone substances for me.
But you're probably right. I should go to church or NA or something.