I’m tired of being lonely. I haven’t had sex in 5 years and am bordering on incel status now. It’s one of the few things I’m good at and I have grown to absolutely hate white women. I would rather jerk off than touch a white woman unless it was to slap one of those loudmouths across the face. I want a bookish, quiet girl like this to obsess over and be sweet to and date. I hate this shit man, I hate this. Where do I find a woman like this? Not a joke thread, I genuinely want to know. I’m white if that makes a difference but I am very shy and nervous with women I am attracted to.
I tasted my own piss to be sure and I like it. I’m officially ready to begin stalking this woman I like and she’ll consent due to money. I’m going to drink her fucking piss as much as I can, after a long day of her working I want to get down on my fucking knees like a beggar and swallow that fucking piss, every drop. I’ll force her to piss in cups almost exclusively becsuse I don’t want one drop going to waste, I want her inside me, I want to take what she gives me. I want to watch her showering like a fucking pervert and whenever I feel like it just grab her and fuck her right there, if I’m paying her bills and keeping her happy it’s her job to let me fucking empty my balls in her. I even want to lick her asshole.