>>6170010God, my abusive dead uncle, my useless body, and pretty much society at large. I'm so crippled I'm not allowed to work for liability reasons (no, my wife and I aren't breeding even though my disabilities aren't genetic. We just hate kids,) and I'm a workaholic. I kinda fell into video game accessibility advocacy FOR THE DISABLE AND NOT FUCKING JOURNALISTS WHO'RE TOO LAZY TO DO THEIR JOBS and I describe games for the blind... well, blinder than me anyway. I still have 20/400 in one of my eyes.
But I dared to dream, same as anyone. I could have learned. I taught myself to bump when I was a punk-ass teenager. I would have had to powder often (or would have been a manager or backstager,) but I could have done it! I know my useless body! I've made it lose weight in my 40s. I could have made it do work. I would have signed any waiver asked of me and done any amount of dipshit gimmicks.
I just want to have value in society, even though society doesn't want me. ESPECIALLY because society doesn't want me.