You are doing this because you are in deep emotional pain and you have severely low self esteem. Your life is far from what you want it to be and your way of dealing with this disappointment is by angrily, bitterly attacking people who are happy by openly making up lies about them.

This will never cure your depression. This will never get you a girlfriend. This will never make you successful. This will never build your self esteem. You are only making yourself feel worse and further hiding yourself from the truth.

A happy life is possible for you, but the first step is admitting you don’t have that, admitting you want it and admitting to yourself that you can have it. This is the only way forward

Please listen to this advice instead of stubbornly digging your heels into your own self inflicted misery. Your life matters. Your happiness is not a joke.