>>7379077This goes beyond noticing trends dude, no one cares enough about Nash spammer to remember when he stops bumping threads and take a note of the time... except you.
How autistic are you exactly? Do you have people who come in and check up on you? Do they know about this or how it affects your mental health? I'm not trolling, you type like a vulnerable adult. I work with people in assisted living accommodation and fixations like this are common, but the internet isn't real life. Remember your grounding exercises.
