i would cut off all my limbs just to have a woman kick me in the head i just want mommy to love me nobody ever loved me i miss my family i just wan tto be ,lioved i cant keep going on in life scared of everything around me but it feels like i just cant ever do anything right and i feel like i will never be able to connect with anyone around me i dont know how to fix myself i dont think i ever will i dont want to keep living as a broken man anymore