I'm so tired Mayubros. So very tired. I think I'm actually dying, I did too much for too long. I don't even care anymore. I can't even find joy in posting here anymore which was the last pathetic thing in my life that gave me some happiness. Whatever.
Love you Mayubros, just everything just feels so beyond hopeless no matter what I do. Got rid of the PCP again a few days ago and now just wish I had it again because it feels like I have nothing else to look forward to or care about. Nobody to talk to. I'll probably get banned for this post. Whatever. See you again maybe, maybe note, doesn't matter.
