>>7957319I'm getting really hurt and confused because a coworker of mine who is a junkie burnout is triggering my neediness even though the second I rationalise about it I know I don't like her I can't stop thinking about how I could fix her.
I can't even meet normal women because I feel weak and inadequate even though they're initially attracted to me. I'm working through all this but I truly envy people who had good childhoods.