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all i have is wrestling.
it's literally the only thing on this retarded planet that brings me any semblance of joy.
something as gay and retarded as fucking wrestling but i have nothing else in this lifetime.
no friends no family no loved ones no skills no talents no hobbies nothing but wrestling.
i wish i was never born and i'm too much of a coward to kill myself so i'm forced by god or nature or something to stay alive and focus my existence around wrestling.
the worst part is recently i realized that i am getting older (24) and the thought of wasting my shitty fucking life and youth has been causing me endless anxiety so now i am forced by god to actually BECOME a fucking wrestler and live out my dreams.
i have no choice but to fulfil every fantasy about wrestling i've ever had.
going to cry myself to sleep now because I'm so exhausted and bored with living when there is no wrestling on/to do, i'll be up in 90-270 minutes to read your replies plz be supportive.
it's literally the only thing on this retarded planet that brings me any semblance of joy.
something as gay and retarded as fucking wrestling but i have nothing else in this lifetime.
no friends no family no loved ones no skills no talents no hobbies nothing but wrestling.
i wish i was never born and i'm too much of a coward to kill myself so i'm forced by god or nature or something to stay alive and focus my existence around wrestling.
the worst part is recently i realized that i am getting older (24) and the thought of wasting my shitty fucking life and youth has been causing me endless anxiety so now i am forced by god to actually BECOME a fucking wrestler and live out my dreams.
i have no choice but to fulfil every fantasy about wrestling i've ever had.
going to cry myself to sleep now because I'm so exhausted and bored with living when there is no wrestling on/to do, i'll be up in 90-270 minutes to read your replies plz be supportive.
