>>8503396Some old lady that babysat me while my Mom worked (mother and father divorced when I was young) had me eat her out a lot. "Nap time" was in her bed, with me undressed and her in a slip. (Why was she napping with me, anyway?) I'd be in just my underwear when Mom picked me up all the time (lady said her place was "too hot, no a/c"). Mom came early once and walked in on "nap time." She yanked me out of there, and she and the lady exchanged words. Instead of never going back, she sent me there more, sometimes all night and for whole weekends. Mom asked me what the lady made me do, I tried telling her, and she said "no, show me." Guess she figured I was already damaged goods, why not make use of me? I was just the mistake of a failed marriage right out of high school. Now I have to see this woman twice a year on holidays and deal with her staring at me with goo goo eyes and going "mmmmmm" when she tries to push her old tits into me when we hug goodbye. And it gave me a thing for older women and going down on them that in hindsight I wish I didn't like; wish I liked women my age or younger, but it's not in my nature. Women can be ruthless with an unwanted kid, so I don't think abortion is the worst thing that can happen to a baby. Excuse the rant. It's nice to vent, even if no one gives a shit. Kudos to those that have good experiences with their Mom. I didn't.
