>>8601889>July 2011I was severely depressed at this time, around a year later my life would get better and I'd meet someone I loved so much. And I was happy for the first time I can remember, just happy which I never felt I deserved. I didn't need anything else, I had more than I thought I ever would as far as life goes.
Then a few years later she passed away and all I have are memories of what I thought my life was going to be and I never really got over it. Which is probably why from then on I stay underemployed and just stopped caring about most things and spend most nights either not sleeping thinking about it all or hoping I die if I do fall asleep for a few hours. Spend my spare time on this site, I can't see myself being happy again. I just wish I could see her again so much everyday, every night, every morning, and I can't. It consumes me.
As far as this match goes I didn't watch it but I remember the entrance being one of the better of the modern era after people posted it 1,000,000 times.
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