>>8786453Again, unless you've performed in front of fans, you'd never get what the pop means. Better than any high you can inject in your veins. I don't own a house or rent an apartment. I still live in my car. I still use what I learned in the business to make money off street marks. After I left or should I say the business left me, I didn't give a fuck anymore. Pounding down a Colt 45, stealing WI-FI from the local Starbucks, and you know what life goes on. My buddy Tony Atlas found his way back in the business and so will I.