>>9108559There's no contradiction there, schizo. I don't care if you're happy, I just want you to be normal so you're not a danger to others (or yourself).
But you're also not my problem. Beyond me calling you a schizo faggot and telling you to seek sunlight, I have no say in your life. Your mental disorders are the responsibility of whatever healthcare professionals are in your life.
But if you don't have any healthcare professionals in your life, you should seek them out. Go to your primary care physician and get a referral for a behavioral health psychiatrist. From there, they can get you the help you need (if you really want any)