I need to get sober, hit the gym everyday, meditate everyday, save up and buy clothes, and then when I’m finally ready I can go look for a gf, for now I just gotta be patient and understand it’s gonna take time to heal. Get jacked and get mentally stable and then get pussy, I can do that. I hope tonight is the last night I drink, tomorrow will be a new day and I can finally become the best version of myself. It’ll take time but it’s better than nothing, I truly believe I’m a good person and that I can heal and become a better version of me.
