brother I've been doing the job since before I was born.
my mother was a kid when she had me and neglected me my entire life.
became a psychotic alcoholic TERF lesbian karen cunt later on in life.
couldn't even teach me basic parenting like how to tie my shoes, would freak out/yell and scream at me and throw her hands up in the air like I was fucking it up (how are you meant to learn?)
i have zero idea who my father is (not even his name or ethnicity because cunt won't tell me) nor do i have any connection to his family.
oh and i almost died a few years back from a cyst on my stomach which caused me to lose a fuck load of weight and puke blood etc.
i'm majorly depressed, i self harm, i'm a BPD lunatic unloveable fuckwad, i scream and freak out over myself over the tiniest mistake, i burn bridges and ghost people on a whim because i invent scenarios where they hate me
i should have been aborted or killed i never asked to be born but for some reason i'm still trying my best to better myself and live a good life but simultaneously sinking into a new hell where i've realized my entire life and youth was stolen from me.
