>>9394486Yes, to this day it’s one of the most surreal memories of my life.
>be lifelong lower midcarder always coasting through life on the bare minimum>parents sign me up for this program for inner city kids when I’m in high school>I’m the only white boy in the program>suddenly gain a ton of confidence because these kids are straight up retards and they find my average white boy intelligence to be impressive >I become the leader of the program class, I volunteer to go first whenever we have to do something uncomfortable like public speaking, and I stay after time ends to help the other kids out with homework and shit>there are multiple qt brown girls who show obvious signs of having a crush on me, I even get a fucking anonymous love letter in my backpack like something from an anime>for the 3 month period that this program lasted, every aspect of my life changed to become more Chadly>stopped virgin walking and started chad striding >talked to any girl without fear, no matter how hot she was >felt like I could do anything and the future was mine to seizeThen the program ended and everything reverted. Without being surrounded by low IQ browns on a daily basis to boost my ego, I lost all my newfound confidence and went right back to being a lower midcarder coasting along for the rest of my life. It’s been 10 years and I’ve never experienced anything like it since.