>Dylan, if that is the most attractive you will ever look, then I don't even want to imagine what you'll look like when you're at your ugliest. You do not pass as an attractive woman or as a woman at all, even with 50 pounds of makeup, and plastic surgery, and clever lighting tricks, even then, you still cannot escape what you really are and what you will always be.
>You have successfully shed whatever parts of you were masculine, perhaps, at least on the surface, nobody would ever describe you as masculine or manly, so you've got that going, but your femininity quotient has not increased at a rate commensurate with the loss of your masculinity. You may not be masculine, but you also aren't feminine.
>Instead, you are weird and artificial, you are manufactured and lifeless, you are unearthly and eerie, you are like some kind of human deepfake, that's what you are. You are a man deprived of all the best qualities of men, but without any of the best qualities of women.
>Even your personality is contrived, everything about you is fake, nothing about you rings true, nobody buys the act, you'll never be accepted as a woman by anyone, never by anyone, even the people who pretend to accept you as a woman are only pretending because they're afraid of being lectured if they don't, or because they want to use you as a platform to virtue signal, but everyone who looks at you will see something pitiable and bizarre, something utterly unfeminine in every way, you will never be able to actually have the identity that you're trying to appropriate, nor will you ever be able to fully escape the identity that you're fleeing.
>The best you can hope for is some kind of limbo, the worst of all worlds. And yet even in that limbo state, you will still be a man, just not one that any of us can respect or take seriously. Other than that, champ, you're doing great.
