>years ago it was reported by benoit's ex wife that a suicide note was found in a bible which was part of his belongings she recieved
>this was somehow missed in the initial investigation
>other than something about him allegedly planning to leave this earth we still have no Idea what the fuck this not said because they won't say

this whole thing is really sketchy. a supposed actual suicide note and we probably will never know what it said or what his motives were if he actually did it . also benoit aperently had a diary which had part of it missing and allegedly was found by holly schrepfer the woman who discovered the bodies (who also has a criminal record)

really fucking weird all around since the suicide note and part of the diary will never be known (if they are real)