was a junkie with no perspective in life, somehow changes his life and ends up in WWE or NXT as one of the referees where people seemed to genuinely like him, goes full schizo for fucking Trump and extreme christianity and loses his secure probably pretty nicely paid job and now wrestles as a deathmatch wrestler something he said he'd never do again, what an epic failure of a human being who once had all the sympathy in the indie wrestling world for going from a suicidal junkie to a normal person who could have been a true inspiration to others, no matter how many studies we do our brain remains to be the biggest mystery