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Other people have achieved more with worse circumstances. One cannot blame their circumstances for their misery if others with objectively worse circumstances have done better then you. Unless you're actually SO pathetic that you believe that drivel. “Oh well, that person had to cut their leg off because they had diabetes, so they got that wake up call they really needed to get healthy!” or “oh that person comes from a shitty war torn country, that's why they work so hard and got into an aeronautics facility and made millions of dollars!” Aww, poor widdle Akuwle who was so comfortable for his whole damn life he never “woke up”. You'll never wake up you stupid faggot. You know you need to do SOMETHING and you won't do it. You already KNOW better. You are not a Master of anything, you are MASTERED. Not a controller, but CONTROLLED. You reap what you sow.
Maybe I do hate the world. Maybe I think this world is bad. Maybe I think the traditional values of the time may be the wisdom we see now. Maybe I think those in charge have bad intentions, or maybe they are just dumb. Of course- only your own unparalleled arrogance could make you actually believe such nonsense. Why would you, a dumbfuck nobody teenager, actually think they know better then the collage educated hyper rich elite such geniuses who are trusted and scrutinized by everyone in the actual communities who run this shit? Science, morality, art, law enforcement, civic planning, racial politics, governance. All of them are just... wrong? Always wrong? And you're always right? It's like you know that's not true, but you can't actually accept it or say it out load, or else you'll die from the thermonuclear humiliation of the years of your own arrogance of being so smugly confident in your own abilities. Your own abilities of... imagination?
You wouldn't say your suicidal, but the times when you imagine the earth reaching up to swallow you? Yeah, you feel that. Sometimes, the best you feel is when you are totally depersonalized, your own mind wandering from your own choking ego and instead filtering through pure perception- the universal connection that makes you feel as though, yes, I do know what I'm talking about. You feel like you <span class="mu-i">do</span> in those moments, but you can't <span class="mu-i">say</span> you do. The moment you do, the spell is broken, and you have to remember the dumb little clueless hypocrite who said it is <span class="mu-i">you</span>.
Somewhere during all that nonsense- you think you've reached the top. Hey, wait a second... is that...
