>>6104888>you can always write up little fairy tales or short scenesthat's the thing: i can't. writing silly low effort shit was the point of this quest, and look how that ended up lawl. im starting to believe that, for artists of all sorts, lowering your standards is nothing short of physically painful. i can't. it's either full retard or braindead drooling
>The main thing is having time where you don't feel like you have to continually be keeping up with everyone's expectationsthat may be a valid impediment for other persons, but for me it's the other way around. it's my own expectations that weight the most. there's no escape. no half-assing. some people are good at ignoring their concience, while others are its bitch; this is kinda similar and i lean for the later
>Everyone needs a break from that ride, especially with work already having expectations to meet well- that is the actual, real, true problem. that's why i wish i was a cat. going balls deep with the first quest was a blast cause i was jobless and living off my savings, but now i actually have to put the time- and worse, the energy. im sure many, like me, write in vengeance to how unfair it is to have your energy sucked so hard
>That being said I'm not you and I dunno what burns up your mental fuelyou aren't me, but that doesn't mean I can't learn from your experience. it's still good data. even if it doesn't solve my or someone else's problem, saying things from your perspective helps others understand other people- or even the very basic fact, often very fucking ignored, that different people think different things
>>6104937all of the rooms in the map were planned
lawl
the thing is to turn all those plans into something concrete that isn't like licking a concrete wall, which is the actual writing itself
yeah i feel like bitching. i earned it
