>>5926797Even after cycling through thousands of futures, you can still see a lot of good opportunities, but you don't know how long that will last. That’s why you’ve decided to quit, and to work on yourself a little bit more, but you’re not sure what you’re working towards at all.
Back then, the job you said you wanted was ‘doctor’, but the teacher said that you needed good grades for this kind of work. No matter how hard you tried, you just weren’t good enough for that dream to come true. You wanted a job that helped people, one that people liked, one that would make your life feel like it was a net positive on the world, but it looked like you weren’t competent enough to do any of them.
That is, until you thought of becoming a mother. It wasn’t an unusual dream for girls your age, but it wasn’t one that most took seriously. You wanted to be the best mother there was, and raise the happiest kid around. It was a dream within reach even for someone like you, or at least it was until you ran over that black cat.
You remembered trying your best to save it, but nothing worked, and when life finally left its eyes, you finally met <span class="mu-i">him</span>.
You remember it asking a question, something similar to the trolley problem, and you answered that you wouldn’t be able to pull the lever, because you wouldn’t be able to live with someone else’s blood on your hands.
‘A god-like answer, but that mindset is a waste on someone like you.’ it said, before bringing you back to your senses. That is the day you awakened, that is also the day you were cursed. A simple curse: Infertility, and all you have to do is kill an innocent human being to undo it.
That’s when you started abusing your power to escape reality, as the last thing you were looking forward to was snatched away from you. It wasn’t all bad, you suppose, this gave you a lot of insight on potential threats, but it also turned you into the equivalent of a magical stoner for a couple of years.
The vision is reaching the point where you’ll have to figure out what to do with your life, it will stop the moment it reaches the present, but you might as well get some extra info while you’re at it. Anyone you kill within the vision doesn’t count as a real kill, so you can choose a more violent life path if you want, even if it somewhat defeats the purpose of escapism.
>Kill yourself. (Lost opportunity)>Join the agency. (Lost opportunity)>Join a criminal gang.>Open a store.>Win the lottery and live a luxurious life.>Attempt to win the game.