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Abnegation experiences rapid onset ego death and oneness with the universe and a slackening of the slow constant need of their own desires, the endless small bombardments of the physical body's reliance on such trifles as heat and hunger and humidity to keep the humors in check.
Unrestrained, unchained, unbothered, unbound - is this what it's like to experience true freedom? Perhaps
but deny yourself too much, friend, and you'll find you've denied yourself right out of personal autonomy. That's a problem the Moths contend with. It's all good to be no one's slave and nothings plaything, but if you are just no thing at all... well... what are you then, exactly?
>Abnegation wanders a haze, fully aware of every little ping of their own autonomic nervous system but simultaneously able to ignore every insistent reflexive urge
>Abnegation enters TOTAL MANUAL CONTROL MODE
>Lose Agility, Lose Action, Lose Reaction (for now, they're just 0)
>Your Focus is 13 (was it lower? How lucky!)
>You have 13 Focus to spend each turn to ... exist. Move? That's 1 Focus. Act? That's 3 Focus. React? That's 3 Focus. Your Focus is now... all of your Agility and Action and Reaction.
>Remember to Breathe! That's ... important!
>This will hopefully wear off soon, because it's sort of a drag to remember, but simultaneously the ability to have precise control over every facet of your own existence... what a joy!
