>>5479307>>5478981>>5478883>>5478521>>5478514>100What joyous days you find yourself in now, and well spent. Finally you have wholly embraced your godly nature entirely; Beauty, Fertility, Health, and Love. Yes, love now and in the proper sense. Before you'd given yourself over to temptation, infatuation with a mortal man. Desire, your body leading and your heart following. Still love, but a different... lesser form of it. Now though expecting this child, your love comes to change to the pure and true form of love, driven by your heart before all else. Love for family, love for union, appreciation and devotion rather than lust or desire. Though you still have those desires for Leon of course, it is growing to become so much more.
Becoming the true representation of your very divinity, and how the world prospers for it!
As the season changes and the days grow colder, the trees changing to beautiful darker and warmer colors, you find yourself reaching greater heights that used to come natural to you. Before it was that Bexley and the surrounding land was influenced by your presence, your divinity, but now your godhood shines with such brilliance that the region and beyond is falling under your loving grip. Supernatural beauty and glowing eyes aside, you had little trouble passing as mortal when you wanted to, and you know that many didn't buy into the whole 'goddess' thing.
Now though it cannot be denied, as you have embraced your nature completely and thus your being resonates with godly power. There are visual indications such as a heavenly gleam to your physical form and distortion around you, but beyond the material your spirit radiates an aura of divine power which cannot be ignored, even if it can't be seen. To look at you or to be near you, mortals inherently feel in their souls the higher nature of a god. So much so in fact that for awhile at first, people fall ill and start to die! Your divinity is too potent now, too pure, that mere mortals wither away in your presence. It's just fortunate that Health is an aspect of yours so that you can offset this problem, strengthening the aspect within your aura so that mortals... well they can't withstand you, but they can at least survive your presence.
A problem that other gods would and surely do face, but you know that they don't have your healing influence to offset their baleful divinity.