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You are now <span class="mu-s">Yaun'Tul Scholiander</span>. You are a Blue-Haazar.
As a Haazar citizen of the Hegemony, you've always been an outsider. You have 10% of their DNA, and are a sort of second class citizen. As a kid, you never really understood your “father's” obsession with your “bloodline”. He was very proud of the fact that one of his ancestors was Qet- a previous <span class="mu-i">Supreme Ruler</span>. It was even more confusing considering every other member of his family, including himself, were low born, patriotic, unremarkable citizens of low standing.
Why is he taking credit for what other people have done? You feel that's a theme with this entire civilization.
You grew up first in the Haazar community on Jaxt, and later moved to the Xin colony. You went through puberty about when the Jaxtians do; but yours was a lot different. Lots of big, weird changes went through you as you discovered your “type”- you ended up as a “Cultivator” type. It has nothing to do with cool magical swordsmen either, it's just the type of Haazar who implants others in exchange for his resources or services; a scummy landlord, basically. It was really weird finding parts of your body... growing. And the blades started shredding all of your clothes... no wonder purebreed Haazar go around naked so much.
You never much fit in- Jaxtian or Blue-Haazar. This was probably because of your “special circumstances”. You are just a Blue-Haazar, and yet your councilors and education planners and all these others always looked at you weird, like you were some blip in the system. You always pulled ahead in classes. Given how small the Xin colony is, you had to share some classes with Jaxtians sometimes- and you watch them.
You know the supremacy they lace into their literature. Haazar ganglion are “simpler” then a central nervous system. The Xin colony is terraformed by those with “rudimentary” respiration systems. The differences between an “r and k selection method” in evolutionary biology- you could never tell if the other Haazar students noticed this. You're constantly told that the Jaxtians are better, more patriotic, that your own way of thinking is wrong and selfish. But everywhere you look, you see hypocrisy. Maybe the Jaxtians are all just as greedy and selfish as you, they're just better at hiding it.
How do you feel about the Jaxtians?
>You hate them
>You're jealous of them