>>6159908These last couple weeks have started to wear on you, though. For the last couple years, you kept yourself in check by cowering beneath mortal notice, suppressing your presence and cloaking your deformed body in oversized clothes. Now that you can be beautiful-on-demand, and people actually seem to like you, you’re getting a lot more attention…
And you’re so <span class="mu-g">envious</span> of those who can act on it, without constantly being worried about what will happen if they let their guard down.
You've withdrawn again, starting to nervously laugh your way through conversations and to take any excuse to go hunting or scouting alone. You KNOW you're doing it, and that you promised yourself you wouldn't. But what else is a demogoblin—or CAMBION—to do?? You don't want to fuck up, to embarrass yourself or hurt anyone else... But you ALSO made a commitment to open up to others and to live something like a normal life! The only question is: who?
>You got off on a bad hoof with the goat-girl, Khorine, but she’s been more sympathetic since you spared and cared for that beast you captured at the base of the Bloodrise…>An-Yii has been wary of you ever since you gave into temptation and perched upon her to spy upon her dreams, but maybe you can mend that bridge?>Yeb-Uit has always been pretty nice to you, and that whole strong-and-silent thig he’s got going is kinda’ cool…>Can you even pick anyone OTHER than ~Martyn Meadowgrass~, who calls you ~Mermaid~? Then again… You’re pretty tightly-wound, and he is so very ~tempting~>Write-in[Isolation isn’t an option, due to choices made towards the end of last thread]
