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You can't believe him. You stormed out- you can't hear any more of this. To treat people like replaceable <span class="mu-i">things</span>, to control people and go against the natural way of things so baltantly. You can't believe you love him. Even as he spoke to you, you felt the warmth of his voice and the motions of his eyes- and when he spoke of his dream and that genuine look of happiness came onto his face- you weren't angry as you should have been- but you felt happy too. It's like he can do no wrong to you.
You realize this thing you have been infected with. This love. You have the feeling that, if you talk to Yuan any longer, he'll manage to worm his way into your mind and change everything you believe in. You don't want this. You need to stay away from him. But the Swall mate for life- and your heart is his. Maybe, since you're only 10% Swall, maybe it won't be for life. Maybe you can learn to love another- but if you can only love him- then maybe it'd be better not to love anyone at all...
You are now <span class="mu-s"><span class="mu-i">Yuan'Tul Scholiander</span></span>. After Sunshine stormed out on you halfway through explaining yourself- you're now alone again. Oh well. You didn't expect such a strong reaction from your “lover”- he eats pretty much anything you give him out of your hands. If it was anyone else you might be worried that he might rat you out to the Hegemonic Authority on Xin- but with tonight's developments it seems unlikely to be a problem- if there is even a Hegemony come tomorrow morning!
Victory- victory victory! Your plan worked like a charm, it truly did. The <span class="mu-i">Jaxtians</span> are going to tear each other apart! In truth, it didn't really matter which of the three books they decided to gravitate towards. They were all designed as the same thing- a trap. The Jaxtians were blessed by a singleness in thought and motion which is the root for any true dictatorship. It's just what they wanted which was wrong. They wanted meaningless things- they build a society whose single mind was on obedience to their Supreme Ruler- a pointless and outdated “tribal strongman” hero-figure. They wanted to waste time on things like the natural world, on “honor”, on ownership and meritocracy, on accountability. They are fools. Just imagine an AI in charge of everything- breeding people to be as happy as can be in whatever position they are most eugenically suited for- cumming each and every day from the chance to engage in whatever drudgery they were assigned. This is the true end of enlightened philosophy. Not men who wear dresses and swing around knives.
Oh! Oh shit. You feel that? That was the embryo- it cracked. Your womb is about to burst! Ohhh yes, you've been waiting for this. It's been months, and finally it's time to hatch! Your body's instinctual desire to create a nest for this happens- you don't fight it. You take off your clothes and lie down, feeling the sudden surge of pleasure as your womb pops open- finally it is time for your reward.
