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Two weeks had passed since the harrowing experience I experienced thanks to meeting an absolute psychopath such as KILLALL. The dread slowly settled in, of knowing this world was full of nutcases and wackjobs like him, and that they were all gathering to the side of the Darkness, ready to spill out and overflow, taking Hainei...
I had not been as vocal in this time, using my meditation to adapt my body to the experience.
[MAJORDOMO] "Hey... Munny?"
I looked left as I heard Majordomo suddenly come out in my headspace. I was not levitating above the floor as usual. I had requested a wide tatami mat be set down in the middle of my own personal abode for me to sit and and lay on. I did not mind a hard floor. Right now, I wrapped my arms around both knees as I sat and laid my head on them.
[MAJORDOMO] "You alright, buttercup...?"
'...'
I sighed.
I know Majordomo does not mean it with his colorful usage of mortal languages. He gets it through cycling their vast memories. And it still remained a mystery to me how I could feel and... read the hearts of mortals. So many of them. All of them.
'I'm doing better, now.'
[MAJORDOMO] "Phew... I'm glad. We had a close call back there. Who knows what would have happened if we sunk all the way..."
'We'd be in the Afterseas.'
[MAJORDOMO] "I mean after that... I like to get to fighting and I'll fight anyone you will, but I don't think either of us wants to meet the big guy right now. You know... he who must not be spoken of."
'...'
I stood up.
'This was the predicaments we accepted we'd thrust ourselves into for a quest to Redeem the world. I got my taste of it.'
'...But Majordomo, I... I don't want to fear the enemy. I don't want to fear that which I must face...'
[MAJORDOMO] "We'll get there when we get there, and get over it. I think for now we oughta-"
'Majordomo, make me relive that memory.'
[MAJORDOMO] "Ye- Wait, WHAT?!"
'Majordomo. I want to toughen myself. So make me relive the memory.'
[MAJORDOMO] "Wha... What's your angle with this, chief?! That sounds like something I'd suggest if I was feeling frick-y! You don't honestly want me to put you through that again, do you?!"
'As a Psychic, I am able to learn from experience better. I can relive my memories to face my fears. I want to do this, Majordomo... please... help me do this so I can overcome them.'
[MAJORDOMO] "...Well... okay."
[MAJORDOMO] "If it's truly what you want..."
I mentally prepared myself as Majordomo got ready to send me through the thick of it again. Unlike those who were not blessed with the trait of the Esper, and even Psychics of low power... I, the God of this domain, could relive my memories like a simulation. It would feel real, like it was really happening again. I would do this to myself... I would throw myself back into true terror...
So I can become a stronger Redeemer!
>Roll 1d100 BO3 to overcome fears. (Chance of reducing Dark weakness.)
