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And look! Look now! Look how beautiful it is! You remember it now, can't believe how you didn't remember- the cyan strings, feather-light, heaven's tapestry! They pulse and flutter in time with the world. Only there's not very much world here, wherever you are, and the strings are loose and far between. That's okay. You more than make up for it. You remember it, the bright tangle at your heart, but it's not much of a tangle anymore: you have been compacted, efficientized. You are a white-blue fist-sized solid mass, and you blaze like the sun.
The Manager does not blaze. The Manager, in fact, required careful searching: your dizzied eye passed right over it multiple times. The glow of the Manager's string is dim, and it snakes along the ground for a long, long ways— you can't see where it leads, it's that far. It reminds you of a tail, or a leash, or of one of those electric cables. Cords? Gil would know the word. Anyways, of one of those. It snakes right on up to you.
You have a terrible idea. Richard would hate it. Therefore you do it without hesitation: you reach out, grab the cable-string, and tug it. Really tug it, you mean. With your nails gripped in.
The Manager makes a growly sound. The skua flaps and lands a few feet back. Encouraged, you tug harder, but there's too much slack in the string. What else? Well, gosh, Richard gave you these nice fangs, and you've barely even used them. You take the Manager's cable-string and align it carefully—
Then remember something. "Um, leave Pat alone! Okay? Or else!"
—then re-align it carefully, and squint, and bite down. Your razor fang slices the cable-string in two. Its dim glow dies. The Manager, the black-black-black shape, vanishes. It vanishes! Just like that!
The cable-string doesn't, though: it continues to lie limply in your hand. Intrigued, you stand, stretch, and pace along its length, taking care to duck under any other strings you encounter. After some time, you discover the culprit: a fork in the string. It snakes off in two directions, and the second direction is— well, it appears to be doubling back on itself. The second Manager has noticed interference. That's okay too: you bite the second string in half, and it dies and vanishes entirely.
(It is strongly possible that things don't work like this. They just don't. Richard would throw a hissy fit. It is strongly possible that you will never be able to do this again. But a lot of things can happen when you don't realize anything's wrong.)
So they're gone, then. They're gone. The Managers are gone, and suitably warned at that. Thus you can— thus you can— you're feeling a bit weak at the knees. Your blue sun is guttering. Positive thinking! It's all going to... be...
—
"Claudia! Claudia?"
You are Charlotte Fawkins still. You could be Claudia if you wanted to be, but you don't feel like it. You're not completely sure what happened. Everything's all blue.
"Did you— Claudia? Are you... um, could you look at me? Please?"
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