>>5447585>>5447463>>5447267>>5447228>>5446885>>5446738>>5446723>>5446711>>5446652>See to the injured, help everyone still suffering from the battle. After that though... you don't want to tread on toes by acting like some god deserving worship, and answering all their prayers and wishes.Amidst a mad mob there's plenty to be unhappy about, but under more orderly circumstances you very much enjoy being truly among people, shoulder to shoulder with them. You wouldn't make a particularly good human goddess if you didn't enjoy their company. That was something that always set you apart from your godly companions, that you always felt such closeness with mortals rather than preferring to reign over them from afar. Being banished to live among them wasn't really a punishment to you at all, not like your divine family imagined it would be at least, when you were happy to live with mortals indefinitely and to go as far as falling in love with one and having semi-divine offspring. It's why part of you regrets giving up your mortal "disguise", thus giving up the ability to just simply live among the humans seemingly as one of them, through the good and the bad alike.
But for as frivolous and carefree a goddess as you may be, part of the adjustment since escaping your imprisonment, has been the understanding and acceptance that you have to do more. How easily you could continue to be as whimsical as always, but in these dire times humanity needs help if it is to survive, and without humans then where would you be? How... lonely the world would become for you. So for that, maybe you might be among the worst candidates for it, but you can rise to the occasion if you have to and do what needs to be done.
As a god though that's one thing. But the kind of relationship you have with these humans... you're not too keen on being their god or even seen as one, yet you never considered... something more down to earth. Maybe not their spiritual ruler, but a physical one? A pharaoh, or whatever they would call a ruler? Leave the fate of their souls to their God, that's their own business. But here on earth, in the physical world where their God seems lacking a material form, yet you of course very much possess one? Again, you never really thought about it and certainly didn't feel like you desired it... but being surrounded by this adoring mob, you wonder how little separates you from being their physical ruler already.
