>>5966942>>Write-in. panic(I haven't gotten a specific want honestly. This is just what I imagine will happen. So enjoy it as possibly an alternative outcome/event that I wrote in a bout of inspiration. hope everyone enjoys it :D)
...Slowly lowering the ribs, you feel an awareness that there is no Kai. Calling out, you ask Alice if everything is alright. But she isn't there either. Not at the current moment at least. Then you realize it. They both aren't there. Checking the Connection, you realize it is because you are both. A seamless mix of the two. A mind in the middle of the wire.
Sitting in front of the ribs. You hear the audio of others around you, the sounds, scents, and sensations. The wants of Alice and her need to feel human experiences again fill you with happiness. But the knowledge that both she and Kai are, as long as you can think and feel, dead. Their streams of independent thought have fused together to create yours. It fills your stomach with a pit of dread. A pit that no amount of food can fill. Breathing seemingly becoming harder with each intake of air.
"This wasn't meant to happen" You think to yourself. This wasn't what you wanted to do when you dug into Alice. You feel angry at Kai as well for invading your mind. A mental dysphoria taking place at both of those being you.
Looking down at your fleshy body, you see the part of your existence from Kai. Looking back up, you look over to the Quadra and see the data stream that connects you to your second half. Your other brain. The one which is from Alice.
You hyperventilate. You are in two places at the same time. You're existence killed two awareness's to come into being. You want to bring them back, but death scares your new existence in this world even more than how frighteningly fast you came into it. The emotional turmoil Kai was in growing, as they intermix with your new self-made fears and worries.
...You want to scream. But you can't let others hear it. And as you hold it back, only a tiny whimper comes out. Yet despite that, everyone seemed to notice something.
Looking around, you see the people around you are distracted. Their attention on your Quadra.
...You had activated the car horn when you had let out that whimper.
