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Your Will is now bound by the vagaries of the Firmament, and your Corpus now seems to have no regard for your intent or desires. In a desperate moment, you consider trying to conclude the Projection prematurely, in a bid to force your Will back under your control … but instinctively you just know that could – no, that it would – be worse than simply continuing onward. And as soon as you come to this conclusion, you realize that somehow you are going to need to stop thinking about it immediately, otherwise you might end up doing it by accident once your Will returns to you. And it just so happens, that either in a black stoke of white luck or a white stroke of black luck, a distraction chooses this moment to inflict itself upon you, wiping away these unwanted incursions of thought. A rolling sensation of resistance overwhelms you – it is not painful, but it is overwhelming, total. Without conscious thought, you know that it is the Idea of you being distinct and separate from the Sub-Assembly.
But near as soon as you perceive this resistance, this nature of being separate – your now seemingly indomitable Will batters this Idea aside, as a bored cat might alight upon a ball of yarn. You Breach into the tiny Construct. Once inside, there is a new sensation awaiting you – one of being tugged, pulled, drawn in all directions, much like a filing of steel in the presence of innumerable magnets. You are still not in pain, but again, the sensation is overwhelming. And yet, it does not overwhelm your Will. Instead, you find that your Corpus is fortified, anchored – and as you stop panicking, you find that you instinctively realize that you are being tugged away by the Assemblies Logic Organ. On some level, it makes sense – just as water and weight are want to fall downwards, so to should will the Will of the interloper seek out the Seat of the interloped-upon's own Will. Were you brave enough – and your Will restored to you – you could try to let it take your Corpus to the Logic-Organ. But after what you have been through – what you are <span class="mu-i">still going through</span> – that is not an attractive proposition. Assuming you get the opportunity to you – actually, you probably should stop thinking about this, just in case.
So instead you focus the entirety of yourself on your Corpus, and you find that as time – or what passes for time in the Realm of Forms – progresses, you are more and more within yourself. Ultimately, you reach a point where you intuitively know that your Will has been restored to your Corpus, and that they are indistinguishable once more.
