>>6254336“Bad? Like? I don’t think you are a Dark Lady or something. The stuff with Gwen’s hand might have been a little much… but what? You probably saved my life from the Wendigo Cassie fought… she might not have to be able to protect two people at one time... I would have tried to keep him distracted, not hurt Ash more.”
“Fucking brave, amazing little sis; strong and I think a grenade would probably be a good distraction even if it might not take the thing down. I don’t know. I need to work on my DADA given all the crap going on and everything in this country trying to kill you. Though I am glad you didn’t go and have to kill Theodore. He seems nice despite his explosive temper.”, you said and got a little smile from the thin girl who could probably rip your head off if she tried.
“But? ‘Brey it is a thing exactly six people in the world know of. I am sorry but if even my best friend can’t know? If it is so… painful to say and it did something bad to me and Emmy. That is not something I can tell of. Not now and maybe not ever.”, Felt the ice in your heart sting… then? You realized Emmy was lying about her pain. The two of you had always shared even if you squabbled. But your souls… stupid Jenn.
“Jenn… you… I”, Macy said quietly.
“MayMay… I would trust you with my life. I love you. You are ours. My little sister and best friend but it is just too much. Someday? Before I do dumb stuff and get killed. I will say it.”, but thinking of a thing you tried to forget.
But?
An Unforgiveable. Emmy and the snowflake she claimed to have. A lie.
You understood finally.
Of course, she took more than that bit of the damage to her soul.
Not a snowflake.
You shared magic, your soul with her even if you had not realized to what extent then… the ice in her heart was just the same as your own.
Twins.
Magical ones with their souls mixed so much if one died… it would not be pretty.
Em?
She was just protecting you from the guilt just like she protected you by splitting the cost of using <span class="mu-i">Avada Kedavra</span>.
Lying through her teeth to make you not worry… hurting the same but keeping it secret. Used flying to try and make it hurt less since she loved it. Went hard to ignore it; the same ache you had.
Merlin’s earrings… you were stupid. Your little sister, the other half of you had been hurting and you were too blind and dumb to see or feel it.
You don’t know if you wanted to call her bluff since you were ashamed; it was your job to protect her not the other way around.
But?
You would be sleeping with her, for a while at any rate. A tiny thing but what you could do for now.
Did she have a mini-me too or had she just sacrificed a part of herself to keep you safe and sane?
“Jenn…”, Macy chirped out.
“I’m sorry MayMay. I am not a very good big sister, since I have done some things I regret, acutely. I said it before. Too good for me.”
