>>5570669>words, hurt, PAINtee hee hee have you still not guessed what features in my MAGIC REALM (please bdsm quest someone please) I thought my pictures of demons and maiden knights gave it away tee hee hee
I actually think all rpgs are sort of about bdsm because literally dungeons, dungeonmaster lol but also they are consensual fictional fear pain trauma simulations hehe. Perhaps this is just what I enjoy though, for me rpgs and games are not fun unless there is SUFFERING. This is what dark souls and bloodborne are really about hehe
Maybe all fantasy is actually psychological sublimation and about barricading unspeakable shameful desires behind an edifice or ordeal of contrived phantasmagorical nonsense that seeks to camouflage the cravings and expressions of humiliating carnal hungerings. Just pretend to be animals or elves or vampires or demons or robots "fighting" penetrating each other with swords or bullets or lasers instead of other appendages and orifices. Somewhere there is that KUBARK thing about all words repeating the first words from mother and father, the guilt/shame parental mechanism is basically the fundamental governing learning principle behind induced conformity and human behaviour (this is why one of the sorceries in my game setting lore is called The Obediences, it is weird Freudian stuff)
>belongingthis hurts me, I do not wish for this belonging argh noooo such suffering never noooo I must preserve my cursed gothic wanderer vampire exile argh
>every time you shoot someone in call of duty you are really trying to do THE SEX with them 