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You reach out a hand toward his forehead before he can respond, grimace a little when you make contact— it's damp— and try to remember how it works. You touch (done), you focus your intent (attempting), you see—
Oh. You slide the blindfold down your face. The world fades to white— halfway, until you blink rapidly and it brightens and clears again.
>[LOST: Firewater II (as it's been a few hours since you partook)]
You touch, you focus, and as Richard twitches underneath you you see <span class="mu-r">through.</span>
>[-1 ID: 9/13]
There could've been any number of things inside the depths of Richard's Very Being. Ichor. Tar. Snakes. You would've put <span class="mu-i">money</span> on snakes. Even one snake would've been plausible— boring, maybe, obvious, but plausible. You are therefore put out when you plunge into the depths of Richard's very being (no mean feat! it's Richard! even if he is sloshed) and discover there absolutely God-damn nothing.
Not like Horse Face. Not an arid wasteland or graveyard. Not a desolate ice-plain or a starry vacuum or even a space of pure white or black or anything. <span class="mu-i">Nothing.</span> N/A. Richard's very being is... depthsless.
You withdraw as if stung and stare down at Richard. That can't be right. Can't it? You might've believed it from snake-him, who's mechanical enough already, but not— he's smiling faintly. "<span class="mu-i">Bastard,</span>" you snarl, and try again.
>[-1 ID: 8/13]
Nothing. Still nothing. Dead air. It <span class="mu-i">has</span> to be a trick, or a test, or— it's Richard, for God's sake, drunk-Richard is still Richard, he won't just <span class="mu-i">let</span> you. Something's amiss. You breathe deep and attempt a systematic probe of the nothing. There's nothing there. Hollow there. Empty there. (You feel a bit foolish.) Nothing there, though there it has a little give— give? And you push and the false bottom falls through and you with it and you- [bright light / beige-offgrey / cleaning fluid / buzzing / sc??]??????¿???]?]¿¿]
-r hand is being clenched, <span class="mu-i">hard,</span> Richard's taken hold of it and yanks it down and pincers it under his shoulder— "Ow!" you say, and he reaches back up and grabs your scalp (<span class="mu-i">"Ow!"</span>) and— you can't say he punches through it. Because you can't see that, and you would rather not conject. But his elbow is in your face, and there is a sound like paper crunching, and instantly you see spots—
>[-2 ID: 6/13]
—and when he withdraws his hand your head swims. "What the hell!" you say, or try to: you hear 'what the hell,' but your mouth doesn't make the right shapes for it. "What the hell," you try again. (Wrong shapes.) "What the..."
"Shut up," Richard says irritably. "Dumb bitch."
You're startled enough to shut up.
"Finally. Wish you'd do that every time." He sits up fully, releasing your hand. "What the fuck do I have to do to make it happen every..."
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