<span class="mu-s">(EXTRA EVENT: "That Man")</span>
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7130lOlDGig<span class="mu-r">"...I always felt that I hadn't been born with something that creatures like these felines could say they were. I cannot find there to be much difference, yes, as both of our bellies are full of something. Their chests contained meat and beating organs, mine was stuffed full of complex circuitry and buzzing alloy."</span>
<span class="mu-r">"What I suppose I meant to convey with how I felt is that, unlike them, I did not have a heart."</span>
<span class="mu-r">"..."</span>
<span class="mu-r">"I've been always troubled trying to find... the words. Piece together a sentence to explain what I mean. I never was successful. I could only liken it to this; They were born with a heart, and I wasn't. I do not know what it is like to have a heart. And how can I tell? It is because I've never truly felt satisfied before... the meaning is still foreign to me. So, I would very much like to know what it is like to feel satisfaction with something. Until then, I suppose I remain a hollow shell. An imitation of the life already here."</span>
<span class="mu-r">"These cats, curious little creatures, I hear them whisper often, every time I come by to visit their village and ponder them. They say things like... 'that man is here again'. 'There's that man again.' To them, I'm just "that man". They must feel satisfied with such an explanation. Things like them don't need to think much about me, or even wonder what's under my hood. They just call me "that man" and that is it. But I don't have that satisfaction. I can't look upon a being without contemplating it. The difference between their existence and my own. It's vexing."</span>
<span class="mu-r">"...These cats... they are lucky. Always were. I admired it. The one they all follow here at this village, her name is Seannsa. I admired her too. She was strange."</span>
<span class="mu-r">"I've never seen someone do whatever they please like her. It wasn't like how the Lords did what they pleased in their kingdom. No, she is different."</span>
<span class="mu-r">"..."</span>
<span class="mu-r">"I was made morbidly curious by her, and how lucky she was. It became an object of obsession for me, and so I'd visit the Village of Cats almost every day just to see more."</span>
<span class="mu-r">"Ever since Lord Thandir told me about the nature of Chaos, I think I began to feel envy towards her. She must lead such a satisfied existence knowing she has attained such an enlightened state. And yet, she seems to take it for granted. I wouldn't be sure if that disgusted or inspired me further."</span>
<span class="mu-r">"..."</span>
<span class="mu-r">"I just want to know what it's like to feel the kind of satisfaction she does. To feel lucky as she does. It must be a blessing. And so, I began to crave that enlightenment for myself, close to the Emperor even..."</span>
<span class="mu-r">"So I stopped visiting. I began to work towards gaining my own heart. Towards becoming complete."</span>
<span class="mu-r">"...Towards becoming <span class="mu-s"><span class="mu-i">her</span></span>..."</span>
