Well, I am now blanketing my antagonist with the name of my former friend, which seems to be reflective of where my head is currently at. I shouldn't be playing with y'all this evening.
>>5747428>Did y’all have fun?Well, fun is something I usually have to find from a quest. Sometimes a fun option will present itself, like going on a rampage (good job on that Exen! Great stuff), but usually I try to find something that the quest could potentially provide and then try to get it by steering the story that way.
So far on this thread, my main source of investment is reading way into Maple's and Eagalia's dialogue and shipping them, so if possible I would like to see more of that, but I fear the golden goose has been cut open now that I've outed the shipping potential. My declaration of want may as well be poison.
I can give support to other people, and still never get it in return. I can ask for support in a tit for tat exchange, but then someone who will go out of their way to overstuff the vote with write-ins will undercut me on that. I feel like the only contribution I can make now is rolling dice on how other people's plans go. It's not fulfilling.
But, that's just the logical endpoint of where my behavior took me, and it's not like I can do anything to fix it now. I've crossed over many thresholds I shouldn't have, and have absolutely broken trust with y'all, so I have to learn to cope.
tl;dr The occasional write-in from others is pretty good, but I'm not as invested as I could be from exclusion that is probably also "My ideas are bad." Irrelevant to you tho, so please have more of Maple and that bird-bot, they make my feelings go aflutter!