I have a situation. I know a fucked up so please dont make fun of me or tell me to kill myself. Basically I had the worst week at work and I am 143k in debt and I may need to sell one of my cars. I come home at 12 am and she wakes up and served my food, I hadnt eaten in 24 hours, so as I am eating my food, she asks me how was my day, I told her quote Stop bothering me while I am eating unquote and she says oh. She then starts talking about how she would like for me to spend more time and I absolutely go nuts and I said mean things to her like how I regret marrying her. She stands there and starts that stupid little girl crying and she leaves. This happened legit 30 minutes ago. I started playing GTA online just to relax but I feel tormented by what I did. Im only 20, all these stressors are killing me. And my job absolutely requires me to never be stressed. I already know you’re gonna ask me how I am 143k in debt. Basically I have two cars a Cadillac XTS and audi rs7. Plus a went to flight school