You are the voice in the head of an NPC of a nameless world.

The NPC lives in a medium sized city next to some advanced ruins.

The heroes failed their quest, the world is doomed, soon all will end.

Refugees are living in the ruins and you are trying to go on with your life, but it's pointless, everyone is going to die soon and a terrible deadly mist is ever approaching.

You need to find meaning in these last days.

But first.

What kind of person is the NPC?
>Male.
>Female.

What kind of job does the npc does?
>Innkeeper.
>Barkeeper.
>Blacksmit.
>Hebalist.
>Alchemist.
>Priest.
>Oracle.
>Fortuneteller.
>Farmer.
>Armorer.
>Whitesmith.
>Carpenter.
>Cook.
>Stonemason.
>Merchant.
>Hunter.
>Leatherworker.
>Highwayman.
>Butcher.
>Baker.
>Fisher.
>Miner.
>Weaver.
>Occultist.
>Wizard.
>Mage.
>Sorcerer.
>Doctor.
>Herald.
>Glassmaker.
>Watchman.
>Shoemaker.
>Vagrant.
>Wheelwright.
>Roofer.
>Locksmith.
>Tax Collector.
>Elder.
>Belt maker.
>Carpenter.
>Barber/Surgeon
>Falconer.
>Mercenary.
>Bodyguard.
>Prostitute.
>Housewife.
>Witch.
>Heretic.
>Crossbowman.
>Ranger.
>Tracker.
>Lord.
>Noble.
>Crime Lord.
>Sage.
>Saint.

What does the NPC feel that would bring sense to their life? Their objective?
>Family.
>Love.
>Sex.
>Money.
>Power.
>Revenge.
>Stability.
>Suicide.
>Faith.
>Pleasure.
>Leisure.
>Violence.
>Hatred.
>Love.
>Sex.
>Kindness.
>Charity.
>Discipline.

And finally...

Your NPC carries a lot of guilty over something in the past. A Dark and terrible secret. What is that secret?

One answer per player please. If the thread dies I'll accept repeating players to keep the story moving.