>>8039807I just know what I like. For me the doll route is worse than settling for 2nd best. For me it would be the ultimate cope. For me to buy a doll it would be like choosing to avoid challenges and by avoiding challenges, it would certainly limit my personal growth. I'm already seeing progress in my life choices and find satisfaction in the rewards for my effort. It is not the easy route, but I know it's worthwhile. If it's a leash, it's a leash of my own construction and discipline. But as I said, you do you.
