>>8965235but the idea that i took this perfect figure and tainted it by letting this happen is forever burned in my mind. it will never be perfect again. it can never be undone. but it has to be. it has to be back to exactly how it was, so i have to completely destroy it and get a new one so i can act like nothing ever happened. no evidence the old one existed, and the new one was always here.
of course the figure is sold out everywhere so i have to drive everywhere tomorrow to find him. i am not allowed to rest until i have a new one in my hands and everything is right.
