>>10123374I'd like to see those rooms.
>>10123387>You sound like an incel desperate for female attention even if it's abusive like that. Get help dude.She wasn't always like this. She was my best friend for years, but stuff happened. As for help, trust me. I'm seeking it. My body doesn't take kindly to medication and basically everything I take I have negative side effects to, or it does nothing for me.
>>10123397Thanks for the laugh, I needed that.
>>10123629Ikr? I'm in complete agreement with you. I didn't just take her shit, though. She wanted to be bitchy even though she started the convo, I ghosted her and took a nap.
>>10123734What's wrong with going to a craft store for hobby supplies? I used too airbrush gunpla and would buy my paints there & at the local model shop. And since we're on the topic, what exactly is wrong with buying things that make you happy?
>>10123786Tried it, failed, still here. Tried again several other times over the years, keep fucking up. It is what it is.
>>10123796Used to simp. Used to. And as I said above, she wasn't always terrible to me. I do 100% admit I'm a tard for replying to her, though. Awkward? Yes. Incel? No. I know this is 4ch and everyone will want to argue the definition, but I have access to sex, etc. I just actively avoid it. Why? Because I know I'm a mess, and I'd just drag a relationship down. It's hard to explain how my head is, but basically I'm extremely aware of my faults, my own condition, etc. but it's like being trapped inside your own head and your body just won't listen to you, ad all you can do is take a back seat as you physically see yourself deteriorating and slipping away, and no matter what you do, it just keeps getting worse. It's not a fun experience. That's why while I still can/however long I can, I want to surround myself with things that'll at least make me happy.
