>>5772540>are you meNot unless you also have an increasingly unhealthy infatuation with a girl you haven't seen or spoken to in two years. In the back of your mind you know it would never work anyway because of the drastic differences in personality and views on life and religion, but you still imagine what could've happened had you tried to be her friend instead of blowing her off for the first few years you'd known each other, and by the time you realized you both actually liked each other, it was too late and she goes off to college across the state and you left to stalk her online profiles. You realize that she's moved on completely and that what you imagine and dream about will never be a reality because you simply attach her image to your fantasies. It's not even about her anymore, it's about you, and your unwillingness to let go.