>>5375000My mom was always beating the shit out of me with sticks, wires, planks and at school i got bullied until i was 15 when i challenged one of the bullies to a fist fight.
Violence was the answer but by that time i was already more used to abuse than love, whenever someone shows affection it feels fake, i mean i'm not a trench coat wearing edgy faggot; i care about people and can feel simpathy for friends and stuff, but love in the romantic way is alien to me.
The twisted craving for parental torture, that's the void Planelegs fills in my life.