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So next month I was supposed to move back in with my parents because my lease was up and the way my job is going I can cover bills for rent and stuff but not for paying back loans and only the bare minimum of credit card repayment. My roommate had one of her friends set to move back in but two days ago he had to back out. I can cover another two months or so if I have to til we get a replacement, whatever, it's fine. The thing that I'm complaining about though is I have some pre-orders starting next month that I was assuming I'd be back in my parents' house for. They're less than $100 each month so it's nothing drastic. Two figmas and a Mythic Legions.
But the thing is to really cover them comfortably without pulling some extra cash out of my savings accounts I'd have to open up for art commissions again. I do furry commissions and sure, I make a lot of money on the side doing it. But bros, I am so fucking sick and tired of drawing furries. I draw transformation art, and sure, it gets you an audience because fetish art is what sells. But I am so goddamn tired of drawing transformation art. I am so goddamn tired of drawing basic skinny white boys turning into animals and being happy about it. Nobody ever wants anything interesting or unique or wants body horror or the characters looking scared or angry. It's so fucking boring.
I was hoping I wouldn't have to do it again until next year when I could just do it for some extra fun money. If I have to do one or two, fine, I'll live, but the second I get out of this house and don't have to stress about money I am not going to draw transformation bullshit for at least a year. Art burnout is real, and I hate that people think I ~love transformation~ because as it turns out I think other people are WAY too into it and think about it too much.
I'm sorry this was such a weird blogpost but I needed to get it off my chest.
